another turn of events

well life has yet again taken a turn..... i resigned from Sultan Chand..... not that i was not loving that work but because i was not comfortable with myself.... I know i am an inventor and that is where my interest lies.... and my destiny too... so had to do this.....if nothing hapens then i will go for the online teaching agauin..... its surely not a bad option at all.... so lets see

a few steps back

today is my last day of online teaching.... i am taking a few steps back so that i can move forward..... i have to take cue of my life..... i have to live else i won't be able to do what i am supposed to do.... lets see what happens.....

india defeats australia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so india ultimately defeated australia at their home only...... its a good feeling....

well i was just introspecting about my life a bit........ and came to the conclusion that life is a better roller coaster than a real one..... i have seen everything..... and now i am what i am..... is it what i was suppossed to be????? then why the fight????

well my love life is kinda crazy..... the one i love doesnt seem to love me and the one who seems to love me is the one i dont have such feelings about...... that is how life tests me.....

back to business

well after all something of semblance is happening in my life......
i started of searching for time machine.... and i am again headed for that only...... seems i keep going on and off my target..... but the target remains intact... and thats whats the most important stuff is all about.....

what am i upto !!!!!!

I was thinking what exactly am i upto......   what do i want from life???????   well i wanna understand the nature of NATURE.....  i have been working all my life to achieve this goal.....   then i realised that what i am trying to achieve is wya beyond my control.....   may be i wont be able to do this in my life.....  so what.....  i will try.....   

all my life i have rued the fact that i never across someone who can really love me the way i am.....   partly coz i am not good looking at all.....  i cant hold anyone's attention.....
but on second thoughts i can say one thing that may be it worked in my favour.....  

when i wanted to die....  i was kept alive ...   god must have thought something for me......  something great.....   

well it all seems to be disconnected thoughts......

i am still in search of HER....  who wud be with me..... in my ENDEAVOUR.....   but  god knows whether i will ever come across her....
then i have a promise to fulfill......

time is fast running out for me.... this life is not enough for me....   

lets see what life has in store for me....

love you all

my hobby etc......

well .....   here i am back..... again
just want to tell  about myself....
my hobbies are a bit strange....  i like to collect articles from newspapers and journals regarding advanced physics and technologies.....  and paranormal sciences too.....
i also like to sleep a lot.....  i can sleep at all kind of odd hours.....  and at all types of places....
and ofcourse i love to eat a lot.....  all kinds of delicious food items irrespective of what it is made up of......
i love to watch movies which have some sense in them.....   or the complete nonsense types....
any ways.....